well..

like every year there's a period in the summer holidays when i have to go 'live' with my father, who's got an nice appartment in Utrecht, Holland and of course that we do stuff.. like.. visiting other countries and so on. blabla

this year was Denmark [and some Germany but that's not new] which is great!! we visited a little.. and it was ok, for i totally HATE visiting, it's exhausting!

anyway..after the 2000 km around Europe we came..'home'.
and it feels SO GOOD to have the same bed night after night..not being once heading west, east, whatever.
so good to download music and movies and watch them with.. your father . like omg.
so good to have a little internet to check your emails or whatever someone does with internet. [and the main thing is that i don't have to write so many sms's anymore.]
so good to have a fridge..and have FOOD in it..even if it's totally bio.
to have an idea of the surroundings where you can go and jog.

jog--which i find really nice and 'freedomy' somehow..but which i can't do for a lot of time, not because i couldn't, but because it's BORING.
if you have your music it may be better, if you have some great landscape so that you feel that you're running not just to keep in shape, then..yes. [for the championship that is coming in september ]
i just want it more entertaining.and i don't really know how.
'cause i like running alone, in my own rythm and sincerly..not always looking back at the others.

anyway.
i miss my town..and not because it has something so special, but there are places like cafe's or stuff like that which can't really be replaced.
streets.. the spirit.. the look of NORMAL people.
[Amsterdam is crazy. CRAZY.
nice, but very .. MUCH.]
and yeah..guess what. the they.
the friends.

n' my volleyball.

[and even if in Cluj there are no great jogging places i have the training.which is pretty much enough and pretty much lovely. <3]


P.S.: i LOOOOVEEE dire straits.
private investigations <3 <3 meeeenn..